Love Survives:
Release Date: March 7th
Imagine being in love with the same girl since you were ten
years old, only to have her fall for your twin instead. This story is rocky.
It will rip you apart and possibly put you back together
again.
I know this because it's my story.
The pain and anguish experienced in this is what it was like
to hold onto hope that some day we'd find each other again. I won't sugar coat the details of what I went
through to have her, nor will I apologize for any actions that led me right
back into her life.
Sometimes love isn't enough.
Sometimes it takes a little fate.
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AUTHOR INFO:
Jennifer Foor is an award winning
Contemporary Romance Author. She's best known for the Mitchell Family Series,
which includes ten books.
She is married with two children
and spends most of her time behind a keyboard, writing stories that come from
her heart.
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E/ref=sr_tc_2_0?qid=1408370369&sr=8-2-ent
Love’s
Suicide
My heart belonged to Branch
and Brooks Valentine since we were children, when we were all too naïve to know
what that even meant. We didn’t understand that when we became adults, love would
change us. I had to make a choice and when I did, it ripped our bond apart.
Brooks left town, and he took half of my heart with him. It was difficult, but
I coped and planned my future with Branch. I thought I’d made the right
decision. I loved him and I always had.
Brooks showed up to be our best man the night before our nuptials. After drinks and too much reminiscing, I ended up in bed with the wrong brother. To avoid the humiliation and the fact that I’d ruined all of our lives, I left Branch and the only family I’d ever known.
That’s where my story should have ended.
Two years, one beautiful little girl and an abusive marriage later, I was standing there staring at the man that would always hold my heart.
The only question was…
Would I give it to him
I’m Katy Michaels and this is my story.
Brooks showed up to be our best man the night before our nuptials. After drinks and too much reminiscing, I ended up in bed with the wrong brother. To avoid the humiliation and the fact that I’d ruined all of our lives, I left Branch and the only family I’d ever known.
That’s where my story should have ended.
Two years, one beautiful little girl and an abusive marriage later, I was standing there staring at the man that would always hold my heart.
The only question was…
Would I give it to him
I’m Katy Michaels and this is my story.
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EXCERPT:
Love isn’t always
something we learn to feel or experience through years of heartbreak and
personal experiences. Though it can grow stronger, people aren’t able to choose
when it will happen. Sometimes, on rare instances, it becomes the only thing we
live for; the reason we keep striving to move in a forward direction. In other
instances, it can be the whole reason we exist in this world. That kind of
rarity isn’t one to boast about. Loving someone with extreme compassion comes
with great agony, and even more patience. Feeling as if you can’t breathe is
only the beginning of what could occur when you’re emotions play a part in the
existence of such a powerful word. There have been days where I’ve woken up and
wished it wasn’t there, hounding me from the depths of my core. I’ve always
considered myself a strong man; one that could withstand extreme amounts of
despair without breaking down. I felt like I could get past it, however,
learned quickly that it doesn’t work that way.
Imagine being in love
with the same person since you were a young child, only to have them fall for
your twin instead. This story I’m about to tell you is rocky.
It will rip you apart
and possibly put you back together again.
I know this because
it's my story.
The pain and anguish
experienced in this is what it was like to hold onto hope that some day we'd
find each other again. I won't sugar coat the details of what I went
through to have her, nor will I apologize for any actions that led me right
back into Katy’s life.
There is one thing
I’ve learned from all of this.
Sometimes love isn't
enough.
Sometimes it takes a
little fate, some bad experiences, and a lot of time.
EXCERPT 2:
Dear Mom and Dad,
I wanted you to know
that I’ve arrived overseas, and have settled in the best I’m able to. I owe you
both an apology. Never in a million years did I see things playing out the way
they have. I didn’t show up at the wedding to ruin everyone’s lives. The truth
is that I couldn’t help myself. I had to pursue her, because I’ve loved that
girl since we were children. She’s everything to me.
I know I made a mess
of things. I screwed up and embarrassed you. I ruined my relationship with
Branch, but I think you deserve to know why. All this time, all the years since
they started dating, he’d been feeding Kat and I lies, keeping us apart. From
the age of twelve he told me Kat wasn’t interested. I trusted him.
Apparently he was
doing the same to Kat, telling her that I didn’t like her that way. All this
time we could have been together, but instead he weaseled his way into her
heart, making her feel bad for ever having feelings for me.
I’m not saying that
what I did wasn’t wrong. I know right from wrong. Two people went into my hotel
room that night, and what happened was mutual. We knew the risks, but took them
anyway. I honestly couldn’t stop myself. Once the truth was revealed nothing
could have kept me from her.
I snapped.
You may never be able
to understand what it’s been like for me, watching her with him, year after
year, as if I was a punching bag. I’ve got thick skin, but even the toughest
person would have broken down at some point. I’ve been trained to replace pain
with power, but this doesn’t apply. I’m on a path of destruction, because I
simply don’t care anymore. Branch ruined my life. He was the reason I had to
get away. Joining the military was my way out. I knew it would keep me from
coming home, and bearing the burden of watching them happy. I punished myself
for loving her, and attempted to move on with no result. No matter how hard I
try I can’t stop loving her, and that’s why I know I can’t come home. There’s
nothing left there for me except pain. I’ll never regret being able to live
under the same roof as my two best friends, but I will hate myself for not
going after what I wanted sooner. I could have prevented all of this. We could
be sharing our lives together, having children, and waking up to knowing
nothing will tear us apart. Instead I’m on the other side of the world,
throwing myself into defending my country, because it’s the only thing keeping
me going.
I can’t promise that
I’ll write back all the time. It’s hard for me to sit down and put my feelings
on paper. I’ve already been warned that what I’m about to see over here will
haunt me forever. I’m used to living in hell, so I’ve got every reason to
believe that I’ll get through it. For what it’s worth, I’m sorry that I was
such a disappointment. I was acting out, because I couldn’t have what I wanted.
Jealousy took control, forcing my hand to make irrational decisions. At the end
of the day I deserve to be here, in the middle of this battle zone. If
something happens to me and I don’t return please don’t dwell on my death. Just
know I’m no longer in any pain. Nothing will ever hurt me again.
Thank you for bringing
me up right, and teaching me what was love was. As much as it hurts, I don’t
regret experiencing it. How I feel about Kat is something special. Not everyone
finds their true love so early in life. Perhaps that’s why I couldn’t keep her.
Maybe I had enough time with her when we were younger. No matter the case, I’m
appreciative.
Take care of her and
Branch. Help them to make amends. We’ll always be family.
Until next time with
love,
Brooks
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